10 tweets · August 2022 · 7 likes · 0 retweets · read on Twitter
[this thread basically unedited notes to self; sharing with permission] okay fuck it's @ 24:37. I came back intending to do a complice thread, and apparently what I wanted to do on net was to fuck around on twitter, mostly and that's in some sense profoundly okay
but yeah, in that tunnel I lost a couple hours and I lost touch with the sense in which I could just close out my twitter-profile browser window and get it back later
I went and looked at potential threads to write, and bounced off it, because I didn't want to write a long thread hell, iirc I don't feel like I wanted to write a thread at all, I wanted to work more on my synergy or nonprofit plan writing
fuck, and instead I did neither okay, not really digging the streaky vibe on this [I tweeted this at about this point in the journalling 👇]
I kinda do want to hit a streak on doing *something* towards growth each day, til the end of bali but in the day I want to feel a lot more freedom to do WHAT MAKES SENSE, GIVEN EVERYTHING youtube.com/watch?v=lm2kv_…
and sometimes I might intentionally scope down, like "what makes sense, given that I want to focus on complice growth rn?" but that's different from a cached plan
this is a deliberately weird way of working yesterday what got the GCI vid out was that I had it on my list!
so that is sometimes the right way to do things or at least sometimes it works but I'm practicing a new way of being, here and that matters to me to not just push through, but be sensitively iterating
I'm practicing allowing excellence, allowing diligence. one moment at a time taking the time to listen to all of my perspectives
fuck yeah, tweeting this was exactly what I wanted to do right now, damn. and it drew out the Allowing thread quoted above exaptation mindset! youtube.com/watch?v=Ub4_kr…